I'm going to ramble .. I swear 

One of my biggest regrets since starting college is not writing in my diary. For over 6 years I had filled diaries with truthfully the most mundane nonsense. They did manage to entertain me every time I looked back at them however, but they would have bored anyone else to tears.

I'm not sure if it's because I instead spend hours on YouTube (mostly) or trawling through my Twitter timeline for the 9782847928th time that day but I no longer seem to prioritise writing in my diary. That fact genuinely gives me anxiety every time I think about it because I can't believe I've been so stupid not to document what was one of the best years of my life. Even writing down the smallest, most boring things would have been more productive than leaving my diary empty for the past 8 months.

Sometimes I just get the urge to write but I'm scared to go back to my diary because of the hours I'm going to have to spend on it filling myself in! So today I have decided to write a blog post, something I haven't done on this blog since setting it up ... which is another regret of mine.

I just really want to write.

I'm going to start off today and I hope I don't stop. I want to remain true to my blog title; 'A Gurl's Ramblings'. I really do like to ramble but this empty blog isn't much of a testimony to that particular trait. Hopefully the next few months of the summer at least will improve it so here goes ...